P.V.7 My weakness is my strength!

In the journey of struggling for improving as a MASCULINE man, you might face several or even innumerable amounts of attacks that are given from unavoidable natural consequences. As an effective consequence, you would get injured, fall back, face anxiety, stand on the knees, head bow down, hands paralyzed, mixed with soil, shed blood, tears, sweats, semen
and face even more hardships only because of this revolting self-improvement movement you took from your personal initiative out of an enthusiastic feeling at the first place. 

To be honest, in fact, you will undoubtedly face such complexity sooner or later on. In those situations, you might feel like, 

"I cannot do it anymore!", 

"My power is fading away now", 

"I will certainly fall in their traps this time", 

"My energy is coming to an end comparing to their constant power", 

or any other demotivating thoughts will appear in your mind. 

But, this great situation of hardly suffering is only a matter of time. 

It will come to an end very soon.

The only concern you have to keep is; always continue to fight no matter how much devastating or exhausting you may feel in those heartbreaking situations. 

Embrace your weakness and utilize it as an another level of your strength. 

In this way, you can not only make them to become miserable but also can realize the existence of a potential latent strength which has been there inside your spirit for years after years without being used for the better. 

This realization will obviously boost an outrageous burst of your courage, bravery, confidence, strength, power, energy up to a supreme version. 

During that self-explosive period, you will literally feel like a REAL KING as long as you keep fighting against these negative consequences (who want you to relapse back into that old pathetic lifestyle). 

Therefore, never even try to think/plan to return back to be enslaved by them like a helpless PATHETIC boy either directly or indirectly. Rather than doing this, you should better be struggling for being a REAL ALPHA MAN instead of being a useless childish shit and hold such great reputation & status until you face the death.